Writings from an anxious child

hihihi

i’m working on some stories (well, trying to) and i’m really excited for the potential of some things right now yay. 

so yes, stay tuned!

stoleyoursoul:

idc if everyone hates what i write as long as they think i’m witty because i pride myself on my sense of humor and my taste in music but i digress.. 

mini scenes: a writing prompt i came up with so i don’t get lazy and forget how to write creatively~ or something. 

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continuation of my “fawn boy” story (so it’s called by my peers). aubrie, i’m sorry i made you seem bitter haha.

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you haven’t answered your phone now.

you haven’t answered it in days

now i think you’re dead.now i think that you’re-

if we are being honest, don’t you think you’re being a little dramatic

if we are being cavalier, then hold your heart so close and so very near

i know that you can’t stand it, i know its not the best

but make do with what we have because you can ever go back

those dark days are frozen, slammed shut just like your mouth

spilling those lies, being cut from your throat is it a wonder you’ll never find home?

and if we are being honest again, can i say that you are better off wasted and undergroud where it takes more for your thoughts to echo 

up to the stairwell

down to the third floor

and if you are kind enough i’ll shut the door 

but we aren’t playing here. this house is no home

and i have no fear of being alone. 

so one of my professors said i should publish one of my stories. if that’s not a success then i don’t know what is. 

here’s a short (lawl) bit of my friends christmas story.

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well i haven’t been on here in forever

i’m writing again, taking a creative writing class. it’s going pretty well, tough to write again after all that happened last year, but i have to say that was the year of my best work so coming back now is very difficul, but i’m trying.

i’m writing for fun again. finishing up aubrie’s old story from last year. it’s difficult to recreate that style again but i’m trying. it’s not coming to me as quickly as i’d like but it’s a start. 

but yeah, i’ll be sure to post more soon, once i gather up some stuff. thanks for all who kept following this, even though i totally understand if you left, no big deal.

okay. i’ll see you soon.

there was a star that always shines bright, even in the daylight.

no bigger than the moon, and no smaller than the sun

i always looked at it, like it was the only one

as i drove past it on interstates and statelines

it would follow me aways, i wanted it to be mine

so i told that star ‘you belong to me, oh mighty star, i see you when i’m stumbling out of a bar, i catch you looking at me in my morning car, i feel you at night just before i sleep, don’t you ever wonder if my love for you is too deep?

the star said nothing, because the stars only shine, but i don’t care because this star is mine. she may never laugh or may never weep, but i love her so much and so deep.

so i left her there shining so bright only to return to her when the time was just right. i would look up, and there she was, brighter than the sun, and prettier than the moon. as i go about my day, i always take time to say “i love you too star, i’ll meet you one day’

i wrote this for a friend, it’s pretty rough but enjoy!

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i hope you find comfort in that hole you dig. shallow or deep, vast and big

i hope you die there. covered in sin

Hollow words and distant meanings. Kind eyes and my heart is beating

distant fairy tales and closer lovers, take my heart or give it to another.

i can’t find you where you finding? let me hold you can console you through the river and homebound. and the circles oh dark circles, how they move me, oh the move me changing colors and the bright colors are filling up our evening sky. 

i’m writing again

it’s a slow process and ideas aren’t coming to me as quickly as i hope but, i’m just happy i’m writing again. that’s all i can say.